He should be alive

so today is my birthday
I'm 16
I'll be getting a cell phone, of which the number I will post when I receive it.
I guess I'm feeling good, it's also the first day of summer
but I miss Ben
and I wish he was still alive
he'd be 18 today
if Ben were alive I would call him and wish him a Happy Birthday.
just like what people are saying to me.