Sincerely

Jesus I could not be lower right now if I tried.

well I could but it doesn't feel like it.

why the fuck does my mom have to be a bitch after I talked to her about stuff, I don't get it. she fucking hugged me. ugh. I feel like shutting down and not talking to anyone ever again but I can't because it's what I DO, I talk to people and I spill my guts out for the whole world to see and yes I said the whole world because according to her I think THE WHOLE FUCKING WORLD REVOLVES AROUND ME but hey maybe I do becauase I mean come on SHE FUCKING SAID SO. I NEED ROOM.

and then she took my razor away. like that will stop me. I'm getting another one.

the other night I was so afraid I would die in my sleep.
I don't want to die I just want to be heard and loved.
my self-esteem is next to nothing so some more of that wouldn't hurt either.

.::[Being For the Benefit of Mr. Kite]::.
(The Beatles)
For the benefit of Mr. Kite
There will be a show tonight on trampoline
The Hendersons will al be there
Late of Pablo Fanques Fair - what a scene!
Over man and horses hoops and garters
Lastly through a hogshead of real fire!
In this way Mr. K. will challenge the world!

The celebrated Mr. K.
performs his feat on Saturday at Bishopsgate
The Hendersons will dance and sing
As Mr. Kite flies through the ring - don't be late!
Messrs. K. and H. assure the public
Their production will be second to none
And of course Henry The Horse dances the waltz!

The band begins at ten to six
When Mr. K. performs his tricks without a sound
And Mr. H. will demonstrate
Ten summersets he'll undertake on solid ground
We've been some days in preparation
A splendid time is guaranteed for all
And tonight Mr. Kite is topping the bill
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