Who's going to watch you die?

my heart is so broken right now, I can literally feel it aching with every beat. I'm so incredibly sad, it's going to be a paralyzing, dark storm cloud hovering over my day, I can feel it now. Is this what it's like to die, from the inside? is it possible to die from a broken heart? I certainly hope so, because I'm already in hell, so it wouldn't make much difference.